Sunday, March 29, 2020

SA AKING PANAGINIP, IKAW AY NAKILALA



Sa pagpikit ng aking mga mata
Ibang mundo ang aking nakita
Para akong nasa isang pantasiya
Na nababalot ng iba't ibang hiwaga

Aking nilibot ang ganda ng mundong ito
Kahanga hanga mga bagay na nakapalibot dito
Mga bagay na makikita mo lang sa imahinasyon mo
Mga bagay na hindi mo makikita sa ating mundo

Aking mga mata'y nagmamasid
Dahil sa sobrang tahimik nitong paligid
Nang makita ikaw sa isang gilid
Nakatayo na tila may malalim na iniisip

Ako sana'y lalapit sayo, ngunit bigla kang lumingon sa direksiyon ko
Mga mata mong mapupungay ay nakatingin sa mga mata ko
Lungkot, saya at pighati nababasa ko dito
Habang mga paa mo'y humahakbang patungo sa kinatatayuan ko

Ako ay unti unti ding lumapit sayo
Pinagmamasdan ang ganda ng mukha mo
Hindi ko alam kong bakit ganito yong pakiramdam ko
Pakiramdam na parang ikaw ay kilala ko

Sa aking paglapit sa tabi mo
Mga luha'y unti unting dumadaloy sa mga mata ko
Inaalala kong sino ka ba sa buhay ko
Bakit ako ay nasasabik sa pagdating mo?

Iyong hinawakan ang mga pisngi ko
Mga mata mong parang nangungulila sa pagkawala ko
Ramdam ko ang pagmamahal mo
Ramdam ko din ang pagmamahal ko sayo

Dapat ay ibubuka mo na ang mga labi mo
Naghihintay sa mga salitang sasambitin mo
Nang magising akong may luha sa mga mata ko
Nalamang panaginip lang pala ito

Ngunit bakit yong kirot saking dibdib ay nanatili dito?
Bakit parang sinasabi na totoo lahat ng nangyari sa panaginip ko?
Na talagang may ikaw at ako na nagmamahalan dito sa mundo
O sadyang hangal lang ang puso ko na makaramdam ng totoong pag-ibig sa ibang tao

Hindi ko man alam ang dahilan sa mga nangyayaring ito
Basta ang alam ko nakita ko ang mga mukha mo
Mga mata mong galak ng makita din ako
Na kahit minsan sa buhay ko kahit sa panaginip lang ikaw ay nakilala ko

-by Lia

Friday, March 27, 2020

MY FAMILY, MY STRENGTH


I know it's hard to live a life you wanted
There's always challenges that takes you away
Make you feel useless and unwanted
Make you feel worthless all through out the day

But there's always light in the dark
That  will shine in our lifeless night
Give us the sparkling light
To give us hope every time

Me? My source of my strength are my family
My Mom and Dad whose always smile brightly 
My Tito's and Tita's whose support me mentally 
And my Lolo's and Lola's whose give me the sign of being worthy

I may be a hardheaded daughter
A hardheaded niece 
A rugged sister and cousin 
But i honestly love them all

I am proud to be part of this Family
Not perfect but a loving and caring family
A supported family i must say
A family that will not leave your side forever

- Lia

Thursday, March 26, 2020

YOU



I've been down in the dumps
But you picked me up.
You showed me life
And how I should
Get on with it.
You handled me with care
Like a precious jewel.
Your sweet nothings
Always make me smile.
Your jokes that though corny
Makes me laugh out loud
And somehow roll on the floor.
Your voice..oh it calms me
In moments of melancholy.
The tears you've had
When we had fights,
I wanted to kiss them
Off your face.
Your cheeks that, surely,
Goes red whenever I give you
A kiss or a hug.
Oh those moments...
I always want to cherish
And do everyday with you.
Oh, sweetheart.
You certainly are amazing.
You taught me things
I was afraid of back then.
You taught me to trust,
Care and understand,
Listen and smile,
But mostly, love.
If this poem reaches you
I'm sure you'll be crying
But please, smile
For you are
The most wonderful human
God gave to me.

MISSING YOU, MY LOLA


Every time I'm alone
You're face is always to show
How i miss the big smile of yours
And laughter that i want to keep

We used to love flowers
Gardening the side of our home
Playing games that not usually do by others
But the happiness of us still overflow

Those memories i want to keep
Like how much i want you to stay with me
Even though you're not here anymore
Still i can keep you in my heart

Those memories i shared with you is really precious
God knows how i miss you
How much i want to hug and kiss you
How much i want to be with you

You are my strength and source of happiness
I know it's been a long time since you left
But still i can't stop myself thinking of you
Can't stop myself from missing you

I know you're fine there
Happy and contented besides Him
I know you're watching us from above
And i only want you to know that i love you, My Lola

- Lia

WAG AKO!


Wag ako, wag ako ang pagtripan mo
Wag ako ang lokohin mo
Wag ako na inaalala lagi kalagayan mo
Wag ako na laging hangad kasiyahan mo

Alam mo na ang puso ko ay tumitibok sayo
Ngunit bakit ang lakas ng loob mong magsabing mahal mo ako?
Mahal mo ako, yun ang sabi mo ngunit hindi naman pala totoo
Sabi mo sinubukan mo lang talaga kong may pagtingin ako sayo

Kahit alam ko na, bat parang ang sakit padin?
Bakit parang hindi ko padin tanggap?
Ganyan nalang ba ang turing mo sakin?
Ang pagtripan ako sa oras na wala ka ng magawa sa buhay mo

Kaya sinasabi ko sayo, sana naman wag ako
Wag ako, isipin mo man lang nararamdaman ko
Isipin mo din naman na nasasaktan ako, na may puso ako
Kaya sinabi ko sayo parang awa mo na wag ako!

- Lia

Sunday, March 22, 2020

LITTLE DO YOU KNOW?



Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep?
Tired of waiting and pretending that I'm the one that you need
I could've given you the world 
But you feel that I'm just making things worse

How I wish that I could be perfect
A little slimmer, so that you'll not neglect
Every day I feel a little insecure
But your love is only my cure

But after all that we've been through
I always find myself coming back to you
Arms wide open, without any hesitation
Though I am certain that our dreams are just illusions.

Most of the time, I can't help but cry
For I cannot handle those sweet lies
But all reasons aside, I just can't deny
That without strings attached, I really love that guy


-by Ysabella Costales

THE ONE THAT GOT **AWAKE**


In another life, I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, the odds against the world
In another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

But in this life, I'm no longer your muse
I bet that in your world, I'm of no use
There are some things in life which we can never refuse
Is it me, or her? You will have to choose

Though you've chosen her which is a bit obvious
Something is stopping me, I just can't let you loose
But deep in my heart I know,
You've be happier, If I have never showed

If only I could turn back time, I shouldn't have come
So that you and I have never crossed paths
My life's been miserable since you've been gone
I don't wanna trust no more, it is our last

-by Ysabella Costales